Thursday, August 28, 2008

12dp3dt - Beta day

I'm back from having my blood drawn. My appt was at 8am, but I got there before 7:30. I woke up early and just couldn't sit around the house waiting. Luckily, they took me early as there wasn't anyone there waiting. I'm SO nervous...I feel like it's the first day of school or something. I have butterflies in my stomach...I really want this to be a good outcome. Though I feel like I'm out of the game. Last night and this morning, I started feeling like AF was going to arrive at any point. I'm scared, I'm excited, I'm nervous, I'm giddy all at the same time. Last cycle, based on the embies we transferred, I knew it would be negative then...plus I POAS then too. This time, the news will be completely unknown to me. We transferred one perfect 8 cell embie on day 3, I haven't POAS (Yea for me!).

I'll post once I get that call. The call that could change my life forever.

Edited to add: It's a gray day here in the Midwest...I hope that's not an indication of things to come.

7 comments:

familyoftwo98 said...

My heart is pounding for you!

I felt just like AF was going to come too!!!

Denise said...

Crossing everything crossable for you today!

Kate said...

Thinking of you today!!

familyoftwo98 said...

Heart still pounding here...its 10:15...where are they. Of course if they are like my office...I finally broke down and called them at 3...but I already had the + HPT...UGH...the waiting....

Amy Jensen said...

Good luck. I really hope today is your day!!!!

Miss said...

I'm so excited for you! Can't wait to hear the news, I'm thinking lots of positive thoughts!

Jen said...

I am really hoping for you. Good luck!