Wednesday, August 27, 2008

11dp3dt - 1 day to beta

I've resisted the urge to POAS. It helps that there aren't any of those dreaded things in my house. So if I wanted to POAS, I'd have to go to the store and buy them. I drive past Tar.get everyday on my way home from work...and I've been tempted to stop. That's even the reason I haven't refilled my Thyr0id med. I'd have to walk right past the feminine products to get to the pharmacy.

The good thing is, DH and I talked about our plan if this beta tomorrow turns out negative. We'll cycle again...hopefully soon. But this time we'll do a 50/50 split of his sperm and donor sperm. That way we'll know if our issues are sperm quality or egg quality. I just hope we don't have to go that route and that Lucky has attached himself for the next 9 months.

I really need something to keep me busy today. My mind keeps wandering to all the what ifs and if onlys. Any suggestions?

6 comments:

BB and MTB said...

Girl, get yourself to the spa! Indulge, indulge, indulge!!!

Jen said...

I've still got my fingers crossed for a positive tomorrow!

Read your favorite blogger's archives. I have been doing that this week and it is like the outside world doesn't even exist.

Shelli said...

I'm out of suggestions since I could use some too. lol.

FYI.. I went to Target this morning, and.... yep, I bought a 3-pack of FRER's. Just in case. ;)

familyoftwo98 said...

Do you like to read? Perhaps something that you have been wanting too, but haven't? Go to the beach and dig in teh sand? Do you have a beach near you?

Hmm...what else...what else. You can look at my vacation photos from day 1 & 2....well 1 1/2 half days because work is busy.

Or I can write nonsensical comments like this one and post them so that you have to read them. Then by the time you get bored with that it will be bed time...and then tomorrow will be here before you know it!

KimboSue said...

I am so proude of you for not POAS'ing! I didn't POAS this cycle either and was very proud of myself! I couldn't believe it. Don't let Tar.get call your name on the way home from work today!

Fertilized said...

crossing it all for you!