Friday, January 7, 2011

8 weeks ago...

Dear Baby,

I should be 16w2d today. But instead, today marks the 8 week point since we lost you. Not a day goes by that I don't think and wonder about you. Your big sister points to my rememberance necklace daily...I think it's her way of acknowledging you. And it brings me comfort while I fight the tears. On Sunday, you will officially be gone just as long as you were with us...and that makes me profoundly sad. So I will give your sister an extra big squeeze and hope that wherever you are...you can feel your mommy's love.

Love always and forever,

Mommy

5 comments:

s.e. said...

Fought back tears for you. You made me realize I never truly wondered about the babies I lost. I spent much time thinking what if but now you have opened a whole new door of thoughts. What a wonderful notion that your baby is feeling your love.

Hugs.

Jamie said...

The anniversaries and little marks on the calendar are so hard - reminding you that it was real.

I wish I could take the pain away but know that I am abiding with you during this time.

Courtney said...

(((hugs)))

Pookey and Me,,, said...

I've been there too...

I wish there was some magic potion, or some magic words that would make this easier for you...

sonja said...

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I will pray for some peace for you and keep you, your family, and your angel baby in my thoughts.

(I also wanted to thank you for your comment on my blog. The babies in the pic are actually Jude and Ethan! Don't worry, DH's parents almost always mix up the twins and Sophie and Ethan look an awful lot alike)