Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Tomorrow is the day...

that I've been anxiously awaiting. I will see if Lucky is where he should be. Why am I so scared? Maybe it's because I know that all the drugs I'm taking could be the only thing holding AF off...I have no pg symptoms, other than the sore girls and good sniffer, oh yea and I'm TIRED. Though is my sniffer really any better? Or is it just my imagination? My clothes aren't any snugger and I don't feel any different. I sound so negative right now...I know I do. I just want this SO much. I want this for my DH, who has invested himself emotionally 100% to this potential baby. I want this for my parents, who have wanted a grandchild to spoil for longer than I've wanted a baby. I want this for DH's parents, who crave this baby more than anything. I want this for me, because I already love this little one more than I could ever have imagined loving someone, and we haven't even met yet.

6 comments:

Jendeis said...

I hope so much that you get the positive result and reassurance that you are looking for. Hugs.

Jen said...

I've got my fingers crossed for you tomorrow. Good luck!

Jill said...

Oh but you are having pregnancy symptoms! You mentioned the same ones my daughter in law is experiencing and she is 7 weeks along with twins. I can't wait to hear about the ultrasound tomorrow.

dmarie said...

Holding on and hoping all great news tomorrow!

familyoftwo98 said...

I didn't make it to ultrasound last time...but I know what you mean. It seems almost impossible to love something so much that you have yet to see, feel, or really know is there.

I know its hard, but just trust that everything is and will continue to be A-OK!

Miss said...

I want this for all of you! Good luck - I'm hoping for great news!