Thursday, March 20, 2008

Thoughts...

On the spotting front...most of it occurred on Saturday, I had a little (and I mean a little) on Sunday and Monday, but it wasn't anything I needed a liner for like I did on Saturday. All week I've been running the dates in my head and thinking, could that have been implantation spotting? Then reality kicks me in the ass and I have to laugh at myself. I remind myself that babies aren't made by having sex. They are made in a cold laboratory. At least in our case. Though part of me can't help but hold onto a teeny bit of hope, that maybe, just maybe I am wrong. That fate is finally throwing me a bone. I know it's silly, I know it's not going to happen. My brain knows all these things, but it has failed to convince my heart.

5 comments:

Jen said...

I will keep my fingers crossed for you. I had implantation bleeding both times.

Waiting said...

Amy- I completely underestand why you're not hopeful, but just know that I'M holding out hope for you. That's what we're here for. Will be thinking of you and hoping for good news...

Jen said...

I have those occassional, random fantasies where I think maybe I am pregnant and I am pregnant with a healthy, unaffected baby... But hell, both times I've had implantation spotting...

LIW (Lady In Waiting) said...

It certainly IS possible! So I am simply going to cross my fingers for you.....

You definitely deserve a miracle!

XOXO

Denise said...

That pesky heart!

How cool would it be if it was implantation spotting? My faith in conception would be restored-just a little.