Thursday, March 27, 2008


Jenna has good news!! Please go see her! Ellen also received good news today.

Today is last 2 cycles were 32 and 26 days respectively. My 6 cycles before that were all 28 days exactly. So far, no sign of AF. I would really, really, really, really, really hate to be one of "those" women who happen to fall pg when they weren't trying. Though I would love to be pg. I can tell you though, I haven't "relaxed", haven't "gone on vacation", haven't "just adopted" or any of those other misnomers that are thrown at an IFW (infertile woman) by the fertile world. Is it wrong that I'm both praying for AF to show up and wishing her away at the same time?

I don't want to perpetuate the myth that's out there that "miracles do happen" and "all things come to those who wait"...but I would be so happy to not have to cycle again. All this worrying is probably for not. I'm sure AF will come charging in from her monthly sabbatical as soon as I hit the publish button.


Jen said...

I hate uneven cycles that mess with your minds. I'd been having 24 day cycles and then I would throw in a 29, just to mess with me.

Denise said...

I wouldn't hold it against you if you were one of "those" women. I would wish I was you! As nice as it is to have other women in the trenches with us, I wouldn't wish more treatments on anyone.