Happy 3rd Blogoversary to me

It's hard to believe that I've been blogging for 3 years. 3 years of incessant ramblings. 3 years of ups...3 years of downs. In these 3 years I've went from someone who was afraid she'd never be a mother...of feeling like a failure, to someone who sees herself in a 16 month old precocious little girl...who feels like nothing else matters in the world when she looks up at me with her big blue eyes.

It seems ironic that August 13th is the day I chose to share my thoughts with the world 3 years ago. On this date 2 years ago, I was undergoing the egg retrieval that would result in my daughter. Today, I begin birth control pills for what will hopefully be another successful cycle.

And while August 13th is just another day to most people...it's a day that will always be special to me.