You should be turning one year old this week.
You should be playing in the pool with your big sister.
You should be starting to walk and babble.
You should be smiling a not so gummy smile.
We should be planning a party for you.
I should be ordering a cake.
But none of these things are happening.
I fear that I'm the only one thinking of you, and wishing you were here.
Mommy loves you little one.
Happy 1st Birthday...whereever you are.