Monday, May 12, 2008

Random thoughts

Yesterday was THE day. The one that I had been dreading. I purposefully invited MIL and my mom to our house for a BBQ so that I didn't have to go out and contend with all the smiling Moms. But it still got to me...I ended up breaking down in the morning and crying to DH. Had our last cycle been successful, we would have a 4 month old. But it wasn't successful, we're still in the same place we were before. Childless.

People like the Duggars make me sick. All that woman has to do is spread her legs and out comes another baby. It isn't fair.

7 comments:

Jen said...

Yeah, yesterday sucked. I'm sorry you had such an awful day. I was thinking about you yesterday.

BB and MTB said...

I hope today is better than yesterday!

Fertilized said...

that story just makes me want to vomit!

Thank you for the postcard. I have ALSO had this fascination with chicago!

Mel said...

Can you imagine that women's va-jay-jay, seriously? Labor, my ass. It's like throwing a hot dog down a hallway either way, for sure.
Hope you are feeling better today.
*hugs*

Denise said...

I'm so sorry, Amy. Mother's day is just so hard.

Have you seen the old special on the Duggars on Discovery channel? it is disturbing. All the kids are home schooled. It's like their house is a commune in and of itself. I hear they are doing another special.

Dr. Grumbles said...

No, it isn't fair.

Pamela Jeanne said...

I hear you sister. I wanted so badly to get through the day dry-eyed. Good news is ... it's over!